Me and Myself

TEMPORARILY UNAVAILABLE...


I REALLY MEAN THIS...


I'M BLOG CHALLENGED...


DON'T KNOW WHEN I CAN CONTINUE EXPRESS MY FEELING PUBLIC ANYMORE...


DAA~~~

Simply Superb...OUTLANDISH

Check out this new (not new actually - group founded in 1997 but I only recently discovered them)...One word for them: SUPERB....For your guys information, this is a nasheed group but use hip hop and rap as medium of expression...Although i never liked hip hop but for them it's an exception...Their group is based on Denmark and now is internationally renowed...They also had a calobration with Sami Yusuf...truly genuine and fresh...Check out their videoclip below...My favourite videoclips would be LOOK INTO MY EYES and I ONLY ASK OF GOD...Their songs kept playing in my head and I simply could'nt get them out...Worth watching...

LOOK INTO THEIR EYES - MUST WATCH



I ONLY ASK OF GOD



AICHA

Something to share

Thanks to you guys cause from the comments and my shout box, it shows that I still have my social support heheheh...Anyway I like this qoute from Ain and want to share it...

To feel pressure is normal.
To develop negative thinking is normal.
To be afraid of the future is normal.
To did something wrong that we first thought will benefit us later on is normal.
To sense worthlessness and emptiness is also normal.

so?
Nothing extraordinary will happen when we are normal.

BUT, when is something we thought normal, is over the line of normality? That worth thinking...

P/s: Nash I already did the HAD thing and to my surprise I got 1 for my depression scale and 8 for my anxiety (clinical border)...So I think my anxiety is being manifested as depression like disorder...

p/s: Diana tak moh cite kat ko nanti satu dunia tahu heheh..maklumlah ko kan RATU HUMA...jangan marah...

I'm back

Hmmmm...diatas permintaan ramai (sorang je sebenarnye) aku pun nak stat balik la nak update kan blog aku ni...

Hmmm a lot of things happend lately yang membuatkan aku reflect my whole life...

Tak tau kenape but lately my life like in a big mess...I continue pressure myself doing something that I don't like only because I think that may benefit me later in future...tak tau la...tapi banyak perkare yang aku buat sebab 'niat' yang salah...

and because of this, letely aku rase macam nak ade early onset of depression lak heheh (maklumlah baru dapat lecture pasal psychological disorder ni)...

And people say that doctors are the worst patient and medical student always over diagnose themselves so since I'm in on of those categories maka my diagnose of my symptoms lately is DEPRESSION - i need TCA or Lithium fast - any psychiatrist out there that can rite me a prescription...

Entahlah..maybe I feel all of these because one of the risk for person to be prone of depression is NEGATIVE THINKING and I think I'm one of them...so I have to be thinking positive and throw away my sense of worthlessness and emptiness...

I need SOCIAL SUPPORT...thank god i have a friend that I can talk to everyday...maklumlah duk kat Mercer ni kite sorang2 je kan...

Okla..I'll stop babbling...

RAMADHAN

~ SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN YANG MULIA RAMADHAN~

SEMOGA DIBERKATI

FROM MY FAMILY AND ME

Dublin...Here I am....

I AM BACK IN DUBLIN...

Nothing special...few news shops...few new faces...few alot of things...

BUT Dublin is still how I remembered...Still haven'nt change a bit..Or maybe it's me who is still the same..

I agree with the later...

The same old me...

CHANGE?

Not yet...maybe later...

Stop with the rambling...you guys won't even understand..

Frightening or Amazing?

What if you met someone who can tell you your real attitude and your behaviour much better than yourself by:
ONLY LOOKING AT YOUR PALM

That what happend to me today..

I met this wise, old man who he called himself my godfather...

He only had a glimpse of my palm and he could summarize my whole life in front of me...

Amazing? or frightening?

He told me a lot of things that made me look back on how I lead my life...

He told me my real attitude and even scolded me on my behaviour...

Nevertheless everything he said made perfect sense and totally hit my face...

He told me a lot of advices that I will cherish forever...

And after each advice he asked me to thank him...

So to my new Godfather

THANKS A MILLION

I will never forget you and the way you looked at me...