Something to share

Thanks to you guys cause from the comments and my shout box, it shows that I still have my social support heheheh...Anyway I like this qoute from Ain and want to share it...

To feel pressure is normal.
To develop negative thinking is normal.
To be afraid of the future is normal.
To did something wrong that we first thought will benefit us later on is normal.
To sense worthlessness and emptiness is also normal.

so?
Nothing extraordinary will happen when we are normal.

BUT, when is something we thought normal, is over the line of normality? That worth thinking...

P/s: Nash I already did the HAD thing and to my surprise I got 1 for my depression scale and 8 for my anxiety (clinical border)...So I think my anxiety is being manifested as depression like disorder...

p/s: Diana tak moh cite kat ko nanti satu dunia tahu heheh..maklumlah ko kan RATU HUMA...jangan marah...

I'm back

Hmmmm...diatas permintaan ramai (sorang je sebenarnye) aku pun nak stat balik la nak update kan blog aku ni...

Hmmm a lot of things happend lately yang membuatkan aku reflect my whole life...

Tak tau kenape but lately my life like in a big mess...I continue pressure myself doing something that I don't like only because I think that may benefit me later in future...tak tau la...tapi banyak perkare yang aku buat sebab 'niat' yang salah...

and because of this, letely aku rase macam nak ade early onset of depression lak heheh (maklumlah baru dapat lecture pasal psychological disorder ni)...

And people say that doctors are the worst patient and medical student always over diagnose themselves so since I'm in on of those categories maka my diagnose of my symptoms lately is DEPRESSION - i need TCA or Lithium fast - any psychiatrist out there that can rite me a prescription...

Entahlah..maybe I feel all of these because one of the risk for person to be prone of depression is NEGATIVE THINKING and I think I'm one of them...so I have to be thinking positive and throw away my sense of worthlessness and emptiness...

I need SOCIAL SUPPORT...thank god i have a friend that I can talk to everyday...maklumlah duk kat Mercer ni kite sorang2 je kan...

Okla..I'll stop babbling...