Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I'm back

Hmmmm...diatas permintaan ramai (sorang je sebenarnye) aku pun nak stat balik la nak update kan blog aku ni...

Hmmm a lot of things happend lately yang membuatkan aku reflect my whole life...

Tak tau kenape but lately my life like in a big mess...I continue pressure myself doing something that I don't like only because I think that may benefit me later in future...tak tau la...tapi banyak perkare yang aku buat sebab 'niat' yang salah...

and because of this, letely aku rase macam nak ade early onset of depression lak heheh (maklumlah baru dapat lecture pasal psychological disorder ni)...

And people say that doctors are the worst patient and medical student always over diagnose themselves so since I'm in on of those categories maka my diagnose of my symptoms lately is DEPRESSION - i need TCA or Lithium fast - any psychiatrist out there that can rite me a prescription...

Entahlah..maybe I feel all of these because one of the risk for person to be prone of depression is NEGATIVE THINKING and I think I'm one of them...so I have to be thinking positive and throw away my sense of worthlessness and emptiness...

I need SOCIAL SUPPORT...thank god i have a friend that I can talk to everyday...maklumlah duk kat Mercer ni kite sorang2 je kan...

Okla..I'll stop babbling...

10 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

mek no komen nyah...terpulang la pada individu...kalau takut dilambung ombak jgn berumah di tepi pantai dekat acheh nok..sane tsunami...ape ape pun welkam beck..hope ko update la yek..ni yang aku nak same2 hupdate nanti nok...

11:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ape salahnye comment mek nok!!!mek terasa nok

11:34 PM  
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11:34 PM  
Blogger AHanifKhan said...

Thanks Kak Nyah sebab bagi comment....betul kate Kak kalo nak selamat jangan duduk kat tepi pantai...

11:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

mek bukan kakk nok oii..nyah tu akak nash..ni ahkak jugak nok..tapi mek berangan je la jadi ahkak nok oii

11:45 PM  
Blogger AHanifKhan said...

Ye ke.....jangan berangan nok..bahaye....

11:46 PM  
Blogger men said...

HELLO!!!!!

kakak aku takder kene mengena ngan hal ni ok....

jgn nk ngengada..

anyway anep, even though they say med student is the worse kind of doctor. you should check ur scale for the depression checklist.

u knoe, the one that we did. i did it. i thot i was depressed, so, i did the thing. turns out. i got an anxiety disorder...eh heh....kinda la...

but on the depression scale - i got a 0.have u made the thing yet? you should.

coz now, i know that rather than depressed, i hv an anxiety disorder rather.....heh =p

7:52 PM  
Blogger men said...

HELLO!!!!!

kakak aku takder kene mengena ngan hal ni ok....

jgn nk ngengada..

anyway anep, even though they say med student is the worse kind of doctor. you should check ur scale for the depression checklist.

u knoe, the one that we did. i did it. i thot i was depressed, so, i did the thing. turns out. i got an anxiety disorder...eh heh....kinda la...

but on the depression scale - i got a 0.have u made the thing yet? you should.

coz now, i know that rather than depressed, i hv an anxiety disorder rather.....heh =p

7:52 PM  
Blogger .ain. said...

to feel pressure is normal.
to develop negative thinking is normal.
to be afraid of the future is normal.
to did something wrong that we first thought will benefit us later on is normal.
to sense worthlessness and emptiness is also normal.

so?
.nothing extraordinary will happen when we are normal.

wake up and rearrange ur thought, ur view of life and it'll change u if not for best, better!

cheer up...=)

owh..what kind of support u need? social? ok..talk to me!

5:12 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

mama kat cni pun no komen je..mama rasa mama tau apa yg anep fikirkan skang..jgn tipu mama occay.Mama tau sumenye..apa2 pun mama tetap rasa kakak nash x de kaintan dalam hal ini.Anep sendiri mesti mengatasi masalah ini bukan ahkak atau akaq atau merdeka!!!(voice of the year)...tu je mama nak ckp..no comment la senang cite..

3:46 PM  

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